Just Curious.

Standing at a crossroad.

I've already committed myself to one,

but the other seems so much better.

Although I don't know whether that road wants me to

walk through its many hidden paths.

I can't betray my path I've already chose.

Just curious.

you.

You mean more than the world to me.

There aren't any words I could write, let alone say to you, that can describe my feelings towards you.

You are amazing in every way, shape and form.

You have a beautiful personality that makes me smile every time I hear your voice.

You inspire me everyday, I wake up just to see you.

Your everything I could want, but I often wonder if I am everything you want.

Untouchable burning brighter than the sun

And when you're close I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like a million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on, oh oh

And we know it's never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I can't,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

You are who you are,

you like who you like,

You'll be with who you

wanna be,

to bad that ain't with me.

Why is it so hard?

So hard to love?

Do looks really matter that much?

Truthfully, I think nowa days they

just might.

Things have changed,

and so have I,

I don't know if I've been changed

for the better, but I do know I'm

not the only one.

They say that love is happiness,

but how can someone be happy

if the person they love is with somebody

else.

Do you see those glances from across the room?

Or is it all a loom?

Do you notice how I always stand near you?

No..you can't see that too?

Small talks not my thing, but that's as for as I can get

with you.

Is that cool?

So, do see me from behind?

No....

you must be blind.

When I'm with you it's like all my troubles are gone!

This summer sun is blazing, but beautiful.

Just like you.

With you it's all right.

Without you it's all wrong.

I can't explain it,

but I know it's true.

And I wonder why, but

I just don't know.

I do know I'm meant to be,

with you.

When I saw you for the first

time I was speechless.

didn't know what to think or what to do?

I saw you staring, don't try to lie.

Your not a spy.

So, if you think you can handle me

come and try,

but don't let time pass you by.

I can't wait forever, don't be shy.

So won't you come,

and give me a hug..

great,

now I've caught the love bug.♥

Your my main thought of everyday,

my biggest problem,

the best part of my day,

the one in all my dreams,

and I still don't know your name!

I saw you looking,

but I was looking too.

Your the one person who

can make me smile no matter

how bad my day has been.

I try to forget about you,

because I know we will

probably never be with you.

I'm just a little to not over you.

So,

today at school I found

out you could possibly

have a girlfriend.

My heat sank when I saw

you with her.

This is not the only time this

has happened to me.

If only you could see,

the girl I can be.

If I could just say,

if you want it that way.

Then i should be happy

for you.

But I'm really not,

no matter how hard I try

I do not feel any happiness

in my heart.

Not at all.

Just because I saw,

you with her.

The girl who seemed unbreakable,

broke.

the girl who always laughed,

cried.

the girl who never stop trying,

finally gave up.

She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself

"i can't do this anymore"

We were given:

Two hands to hold.

To legs to walk.

Two eyes to see.

Two ears to listen.

But why only one heart?

Because the other was given to someone else.

For us to find

Tear.

I'm a tear.
I've been here before.
I know her perfumed fingers.
I know the cold cold floor.
Every time you leave her.
Every time you don't call.
When she can't help herself,
It's my job to fall.

{ J u s t . Y o u . A n d . I }

I like to see her smile
even when I look in her eyes
I get butterflies
I don't wanna change
I don't wanna change her love
I wanna change her last name
give her mine onto her

but feelings first baby girl you're my world
no other girl
I just wanna make this last forever.
My queen she's next to me
she's next to me
I need her loving feel
her loving feel
just stay right by my side
just you and I, just you and I, just you and I

{ K n o w i n g . S o m e o n e }

" i . m i s s . y o u . s o . m u c h . e v e n . t h o u g h . y o u r . s o . f a r . a p a r t . "

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{ K n o w i n g . S o m e o n e }

"Knowing someone can mean so many things. my personal opinion is you don't have to know someone in person to know who they truly are. knowing someone comes from the heart.

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i love him (:

Please Don't Go.

So put your hands on me,

and rest your sweet head on my shoulder.

So please don't leave me,

please don't leave me,

to waste away on this corner.

You never called me,

no you never called me.

I'm really not as strong as a boulder.

So while your moved on, do you expect

me to carry on?

I honestly thought you were something special,

but I think you should go.

Thanks For The Memories (:

These past 4 years,

with many tears.

As I lost and I gained,

nothing can heel the pain.

Long lasting friends gone,

and buired in the lawn.

Shall I ever forget,

such a pet?

My new pals as well,

must i say farewell?

What has our world become?

To make us leave at once.

How could a home hold so much,

things that's not "stuff".

For all my friends I trust,

and for all my friends I've lost.

Thanks for the memories.

This house I must leave now,

I shall never forget and certainly

never regret.

You have built me as a mother.

So goodbye! :(

This Ain't No Fairytale.

You see me there,

you see me everywhere,

but you don't seem to care.

I just happen to see you smile,

every once in a while.

I just have a question,

the only thing I've been longing

to know.

Are you happy with her?

and all her fake fur,

money is not everything you know?

If I could tell you one last thing before I

go....

She may be pretty,

maybe so,

but what you need to know,

is you can't buy somebody to love.

If only the world was like a Fairytale.

Every girl who actually deserved a

good life.

Would fall in love.

Then maybe you'd see,

but now you know.

You know that this ain't no fairytale

hunny.

When the next guy comes along.

She'll be gone.

but.

but I'll still be here.

not to say I told you so,

but hoping you'll know...

that this ain't no fairytale.

Is It Really That Hard?

Why is it so hard?

So hard to love?

Do looks really matter that much?

Truthfully, I think nowa days they

just might.

Things have changed,

and so have I,

I don't know if I've been changed

for the better, but I do know I'm

not the only one.

They say that love is happiness,

but how can someone be happy

if the person they love is with somebody else?