Friday, April 15, 2011

Just Curious.

Standing at a crossroad.
I've already committed myself to one,
but the other seems so much better.
Although I don't know whether that road wants me to
walk through its many hidden paths.
I can't betray my path I've already chose.
Just curious.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

you.

You mean more than the world to me.
There aren't any words I could write, let alone say to you, that can describe my feelings towards you.
You are amazing in every way, shape and form.
You have a beautiful personality that makes me smile every time I hear your voice.
You inspire me everyday, I wake up just to see you.
Your everything I could want, but I often wonder if I am everything you want.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Untouchable burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close I feel like coming undone
In the middle of the night
When I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, oh oh
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
You are who you are,
you like who you like,
You'll be with who you
wanna be,
to bad that ain't with me.
Why is it so hard?
So hard to love?
Do looks really matter that much?
Truthfully, I think nowa days they
just might.
Things have changed,
and so have I,
I don't know if I've been changed
for the better, but I do know I'm
not the only one.
They say that love is happiness,
but how can someone be happy
if the person they love is with somebody
else.
Do you see those glances from across the room?
Or is it all a loom?
Do you notice how I always stand near you?
No..you can't see that too?
Small talks not my thing, but that's as for as I can get
with you.
Is that cool?
So, do see me from behind?
No....
you must be blind.
When I'm with you it's like all my troubles are gone!
This summer sun is blazing, but beautiful.
Just like you.
With you it's all right.
Without you it's all wrong.
I can't explain it,
but I know it's true.
And I wonder why, but
I just don't know.
I do know I'm meant to be,
with you.
When I saw you for the first
time I was speechless.
didn't know what to think or what to do?
I saw you staring, don't try to lie.
Your not a spy.
So, if you think you can handle me
come and try,
but don't let time pass you by.
I can't wait forever, don't be shy.
So won't you come,
and give me a hug..
great,
now I've caught the love bug.♥
Your my main thought of everyday,
my biggest problem,
the best part of my day,
the one in all my dreams,
and I still don't know your name!
I saw you looking,
but I was looking too.
Your the one person who
can make me smile no matter
how bad my day has been.
I try to forget about you,
because I know we will
probably never be with you.
I'm just a little to not over you.
So,
today at school I found
out you could possibly
have a girlfriend.
My heat sank when I saw
you with her.
This is not the only time this
has happened to me.
If only you could see,
the girl I can be.
If I could just say,
if you want it that way.
Then i should be happy
for you.
But I'm really not,
no matter how hard I try
I do not feel any happiness
in my heart.
Not at all.
Just because I saw,
you with her.
The girl who seemed unbreakable,
broke.
the girl who always laughed,
cried.
the girl who never stop trying,
finally gave up.
She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself
"i can't do this anymore"
We were given:
Two hands to hold.
To legs to walk.
Two eyes to see.
Two ears to listen.
But why only one heart?
Because the other was given to someone else.
For us to find